thats my theory. when ppl say theres a light at the end of the tunnel and to walk twards it or not, my idea is that its hope. u walk to that light and ur hit by wave upon wave of hope. hope that u made the right decision, hope that ur life was wat u intended it to be watevr the case. the light is hope. my Teddi Bear... my christopher... my light at the end of the tunnel he has given me so much hope to live my life with it amazes me. we might be 2 crazy unstable morons but at leas we have eachother. at least im not alone. he makes me smile evn when im at my lowest. hes there to share secrets with when i want to feel important... when i want to feel like i matter to some body anybody.... evn when its the dumbest thing of all... and his secrets i will take to my grave... he upset me today cuz i didnt understand it wasnt the action that upset me, i could handle the action.. it was the reason behind the action that hurt... it made the dark fogginess of doubt settle into my mind like a sickness. if ur like me thinking doesnt help when doubt has clouded ur mind... u make it thicker and darker with each passing thought. but there is hope... just follow the light.
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Hey it's cool if you don't want to hang out, that's fine. I'm sorry for your loss and I hope that no matter what you're going through and are having to deal with you know that I'm still your best friend and I'll always be here for you. You probably don't want to hear this kind of stuff right now but I don't care. You're my bestest best friend I'm not going to lose you. I know you want to be lesft alone though, so I'll respect your wishes and peace out. But seriously you know I'm always here if you ever want to talk. I don't care what it is, just because we don't see each other doesn't mean I'm not concerned about you. So if you ever need to, or want to talk, you know where to find me ok? ~Erin
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