yea i know im so lame but watevr im a busy girl! so here are some major updates im now 18!! and have graduated highschool i might even be getting a job at jewel which is cool cuz i need the cash. im still dating my christopher tho hes gone for 2 months and im heart broken i love the stupid moron.... but we can handle it and its good for him hes a great horn player and hes so sweet then my best friend erin and our friend brian just started dating which is so cute but annoying at the same time. i know when couples start going out that nothing matters but the other person and u get to be cute and sappy and make other ppl want to gag but when ur on the opposite side its like ewww ok get a room! im happy for her and him. as for badminton well i was part of the top doubles team and # 2 on varsity!!! i was also team captian which is cool. but i did not make it to state cuz my partner decided to fucking choke at sectionals!!!!! i was so heart broken i wanted state bad and she didnt seem to care! i could have killed her! i was so mad but atleast i took home a tiger award and she didnt. idk im just upset it was my year! my chance to get my pic on the wall of fame.... but we took confrence for a third year in a row which is great. we beat oswego east nice and soundly. so hahaha! ive been lonely lately its no ones fault but idk i guess i dnt want to do much cuz my chris is gone. not much else has happened. ive been working out every day or trying to i want to look sexy when chris comes home but wat if im still the gross old me and hes the hottie when we see eachother again? i hate my body... oh who am i kidding i hate everything about me. i want to make him happy and im not sure that i do... im so sore ive been biking to school and bac then playing badminton for 3:30 to 5:30 then biking home im super sore.... but what if it doesnt help? im so gross how can chris even stand to kiss me? im not sure wat to do anymore and im nervous about this job... life is so crazy what happend to it just being summer and theres nothing to do? well i g2g ttyl guys
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