the slutty, shamefaced,and totally naked

ok so im not sure what my title has to do with but its funny and it makes u think. im so fucking sore... not like that... get ur mind out of the gutter... im sore cuz i had to shovel with my dad for 5 hrs yesterday. it sucked, but i did like bagging at jewel that was fun im going to like working there.... but at first i was in a total panic. but watevr. im excited!!! ive got work and i get to go to chris' parade tomorrow!! i get to see my christopher!! i cnt wait... i havent seen him in forevr and i want him i almost burst into tears to day cuz i heard some sappy song and i wanted my baby home. hes so sweet u ppl have no idea... the poor boy gets picked on all the time tho its not fair to him. wat really sucks is this comming 4th of july ive got to go on some family vacation and i kinda dnt want to i want to work... its weird... idk im also trying to convince my mom to let me go to chris' DCI thingy for band but idk.... its 3 nights in indianappolis (yea i know i suck at spelling) which is kinda harsh but wat can i do? i want to see him. man ive got a monster head ache... wtf... watevr. so my best friends bf is having some party this sunday and im not going ive got work... plus im not sure what im doing that night so watevr not my fault... more time to just relax... yay...! im such a clutz i kept getting hurt yesterday on the dig... i tore a huge chunk of skin off the side of my thumb its not pretty itll probably scar o well i also slammed a shovel into my foot twice... i know im so gracefull. XD its not my fault im a big goof... atleast chris loves me. if i didnt have him... id wither away and die... hes so much a part of my life that if he left id b no better than a house plant. but i should go ive got to deal with the tiny munchkins running around the house... yippy