so work was kinda freaky yesterday, i worked a late shift 4-9 it was so dead but ok... i love working there its not really even work and i get paid for it.... its sweet and guess who i saw which totally freaked me out cuz i havnt seen him in evr... i saw gopher. big tall with an itty bitty brain gopher... and my first thought was (cuz i was out on carts) "holy shit if he recognizes me hell hit me with his truck" but he didnt say anything nor atempt to run me ovr so yay. it was just odd. that and chris and me r going threw a rough patch again... im lonely & starved for attention txting him nor longer makes me happy, im not losing interest but with out touch or kisses or hugs i feel numb its not fair wat hurts tho is when his parents ask him if he wants to do this stupid summer thing again and he says maybe!!! maybe? r u kidding me?!?!?!? we hav enough problems i dnt want to spend another summer away from him... but wat if thats wat he wants? i hate medians!!! i want one or the other no in betweens!! ur either with me or ur not thats sounds so bad but... thats how i am, dnt worry i hate my self plenty but im a selfish person i want chris to love me and b mine....wat the fuck.....?
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