ive hated myself for a long time.... i want to change but i cnt seem to want to change enough. i try i really do im active i try to watch wat i eat but it never seems like enough... im discusting and i never want to eat again... i want to b a pretty girl one who isnt looked at like u know shes the one who likes to eat, u know shes fat... i hate my body there is nothing abt it that does anybody any good... its too big too thick... its ugly.. and dnt tell me its not! im not stupid i have eyes and im telling u its the worst... they dnt believe me either... evryone tells u ur fine.. that u look ok... LIKE THAT PROVES IT!!! DNT FUCKING TELL ME IM PRETTY OR BEAUTIFUL. I KNOW WAT I AM AND I WISH I WERE DEAD, I WISH I HAD NEVR BEEN CREATED I WANT MY EXISTANCE TO FADE AWAY AND FOR PEOPLE TO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE....
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