chris can b so stupid!! arg he ruined my fucking surprise! i was supposed to go up to see him tomorrow tho i told him i was and i got my hair cut and i bleached part of it... i stated to cry when he said that he didnt like short hair and couldnt see me with short hair... he sounds just like my dad.. hes the one person whos approval i want and he shuts me down before he evn sees its!idk if i even want to go now... hes so stupid!!! then he wants to tell me his surprise for me!!! i told him no way in hell thats not how it works!!! ive been so depressed latly like really depressed... this whole thing was going to pull me out of this slump but no!! stupid moron fuck head goes and ruins it.... ive been so upset abt my weight i havent been eating... i just want to curl up and and never move again... i want chris to beg and plead with me not to go to stay with him.. and i want to shut him down hard i want to hurt... i want him to know that im the only girl who loves him totally and that u dnt mess with me! not a chance u wouldnt poke a rabid bear with a stick, u dnt fucking mess with me!!!
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