well today has so far been a day of high ups and low downs....my aunt had a seziure and got into a car crash so if thats y u were wondering why i so depressed today its cuz of that..plus im worried abiut my mom cuz shes really uspet over this..i dont blame her. i felt really weird cuz i wanted to break down and cry my eyes out but i pretended to be happy all day except in gym where i kept having to wipe away stray tears so wala wont see them. chirs was te only one i told cuz i hate when people feel sorry for me when im not the one whos even hurt....and i was weak too...im like a cutter but in a different way i tear skin off my firnger and sometimes the bottom of my feet if im really upset..well if u were to look at my feet now u'd see a torn up mess of skin. i know not the best way to handle things and i;ve been trying to stop...its hard tho. then later today i heard that my best friend and a guy she likes are dating..now if there bf/ gf has yet to be seen but im sure that things will more than likely go the way that is best. so i'll be dealing with people for a while. but in a good way im a major power player in my circle of friends so yea i rock and i feel so relieved...and i love u my christopher....i cant wait till we're older =p but yea i g2g get ready for work! so if i have time i'll write later..!!
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wow Kitty see this is why we need to hang out more and then I would know what's going on with you and how you're feeling and such! Well I really don't have anything else to say right now... I'd say ttyl but who knows when that'll be
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