well my my i am in such a state of distress..well not really my friends are tho. first to the fun sutff...christopher had his b-day party thing which was really fun cuz i drove there by myself!!! i've only driven once on my own before then and it was coool!! i didnt die! then we played pool but i suck..we had loads of fun and i've never been more nervous in my entire life around his family...i never seem to fit in...u see my family is way bigger and more rough and much more noisey...we'e irish....so we're crazy his family...is quite, very traditional the women scrap book and do crafts...the boys play sports are goof balls and are well boys...then theres me...i was never raised to be soft spoken, artistic, or "fluffy" im going to have family-in-laws like my mother did...we will challenge their ways and they will not be very happy with us...so am i glad that i have christopher? of course i cant imagine a life with out him but me and his family may not mix....he'll fit right in in our family but thats cuz we're a bunch of wack-jobs any way.....*sighes* well the next problem that im faced with is Rin...o dreay me what am i going to do about her... shes really likes this guy, who we call Retard Man, but hes a total ass. then she has brian whos alittle geeky but still really likes her. she feels like shes screwed up her chance with R.M. when really i know better...cuz he did the same dam thing to me..yes Rin when u read this u'll want to shoot him in the chest i know..but when we were in grade school me and R.M. beat the snot out of each other..more him than me... i liked him and it seemed like he liked me..i called him asked him to hand out blah blah blah..then one day i walked out of an after school activity and saw him with an other girl who was younger than i was...what i found out later was that they were going out........that jerk ball lead me on and still had my heart on a string...i felt hopeless i hated him for it but never truly gave up the hope that he would come to his senses and "pick me" look where i am now..im totally in love with the boy of my dreams and i've never been happier..so rin dont over upset ur self on a guy like kurt hes not worth it...now thats about all i have to say for now if i feel like saying more i'll write another post..ttyl
2 comments:
but he can always make me laugh even, no ESPECIALLY when I don't want to. And hello I know he's a MAJOR flirt but that's not even that big of a thing to me cause at the end of class I'm the one he talks to and I'm the one who walks down the hallway with him. But whatever I've decided however hard it will be I am forcing myself to get over him and let Brian have a chance EVEN though every time, even if I just poke him, I feel perfect. So if I'm all depressed and dhit it's because I'm forcing myself to realize I'll never be able to have him cause he IS the jerk I always knew he was going to be. So yeah... this took a turn for the mushy bad side I'm going to stop writing now...
Im sorry Rin... Kitty, you never told me this... Thats about as bad as seeing you "GF" making out with the kid sitting next to you, just cause you said one POINTLESS thing... Baby, you will fit in... you do... i need to fill in my crazy spot with more to be able to be more like your family. I had alot of fun because you were there. I love you, and Ill TTYL!
~TeddyBear
Post a Comment