i feel like my mood matches the weather. idk wat threw me into this funk but it did... last night i skipped class to go see Parachute perform which makes me feel guilty. its only one class i just normally dont skip. i forgot to punch in at work today... made myself feel like the biggest idiot alive thank god Sandy and Nancy were nice to me abt it saying theyd fix it... alot of things happened to me at work today. i was bagging and i saw a man dressed in a tux like he was getting married, which he was. and he looked so nervous. part of me suddenly couldnt wait to get married but i felt that if my husband to b were nervous id get upset. like weve been together for how long and ur nervous abt this? its not an extreme change ya know? thats just me.... then there was a man who came threw my line who knew very little english and i dnt think my checker understood that cuz she teased him and he didnt seem to understand. i felt bad for the man and i wanted to scream at this checker... it wasnt fair to him he didnt understand... i hate that when people make fun of me because i dont understand or i made a mistake... i dnt like doing that to other people. its wrong. im just tired and my calves kill.. i went running barefoot the other day which was fun. ive been trying to get used to my life and so far its just kicking me in the ass...
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