i want out of here... i want to go some place where i wnt be known. people wnt know how crazy i really am. chris wants to go with me and i cnt think of a better person to travel with. i want to hide away in a big city and disappear. i could go to work doing odd things hitch hiking my way around with chris at my side. life would b a constant adventure. wed get a map and make our way up north then maybe slide down the west coast and bac again... i love snow i dnt want to b away from the cold for too long. we could head to the east see the ocean and then on to New York and New Jersey... wed learn to fight with the best of them... keep each other safe and warm... i know we could he loves me... maybe wed settle in our favorite city and see how old family is..wed show them that we did it we did as we said we would.... things here are feeling lost and forgotten like ive forgotten something very important but its been so long that wat ever it was has lost its status.. things feel dead and dry as old bones in the desert so brittle they crack and shatter into dust. am i holding on to wat was simply because i cant face my future? or am i a part of those memories that no longer have a place in this world except for in old photographs? i no longer can tell....
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