why does no body comment?

u know im always commenting but i havent gotten a comment for the last 4 blogs...wat is this?!?! am i chop liver to u people!!! ur the reason i listen to music like across the universe...stupid non-leaving comment haters....well my icon says all! ....so there....bye!!!

today was interesting...

well today was ok not great but i got to have fun so thats all that matters. so after school me and my group for adv.chal. got to work which reminds me that i have to get that done too...then me and rin hung out. it was fun cuz we havent talked in like for ever. we played 2 games of pool and i lost both...so yea i suck at pool anywho...i got home and did home work and got yelled at so that was loads of fun..not!!! tomorrow i get to go to christophers house and make a cake!!! so im excited! then saturday im hanging out with zach who i also havent seen in like for ever. so im quite happy...but im not feeling too well and it sucks im just thinking i have a slight cold. but watever. i g2g and do stuff so ttyl!

HAPPY BRITH DAY CHRISTOPHER!!!!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM ALL OF US ...(well me)..TO U WE WISH IT WAS OUR BIRTHDAY SO WE COULD PARTY TOO!!! I LOVE U!!! MY TEDDY BEAR IS 18!! I LOVES U!!! TODAY U R THE KING!!! AND I HOPE TODAY WAS SPECIAL EVEN IF IT DIDNT GO SO WELL!!! I LOVE U!!! TTYL!
~KITTY

i cant think of a title..so NEH!

So ever since my last post things have been nuts...like me and chris got into a fight my rents have been really tweaking out latly and stuff..there were major fights at our school plus a poweroutage, 2 kids had passed out and to top it all off a fire alarm went off and its only tuesday! so crazy stuff.. and on sat im haging out with my friend zach whos been going through a tough time..ryans being paranoid as normal and i got a hug from a guy i barly know. ive been worried to death over my christopher leaving for college and his brithday is tomorrow so i hope he likes his gifts...and i promised that i'd make him a cake altho my cooking could kill a person so hes going to help me...my grades need to be improved so im stress over that. i havent seen rin in a while which makes me sad but wat can u do? well theres not much more to say i have to get chris' stuff ready cuz i want tomorrow to be awsome for him...but i have work and its the last practice...which really sucks...but i'll figure something out..i have to teach solo too crap!!! ttyl!

my weekend report and the 5 day forecast

so my weekend was fun but crazy as normal
me and chris went to the mall and i got tripp pants!!!! and they go great with my toxic boy shirt! i've been debating on wearing it on monday cuz of the heat so it depends...then we saw Iron Man!!!! it was sooooo good! then i crashed. but i've heard some interseting news so im quite interested to see how this will play out but im going to just watch and not get involved which is not normal for me... but i may stir the pot a tick if i feel that some people need to be put in their place... any who...today i went with my mom to a 5 hour seminar for self defense which was fun but im super tired..plus i have to do laundry and call poor christopher. im excited for him cuz his 18th b-day is wednesday tho im not sure i can get off work..then his weird family is having birthday parties for like 5 people including him on mothers day..which is totally bizzar....well i g2g ttyl my peeps!

this will be short

so hello, im going to write about wat happened after my last post im going to a self defence class on suday from 12-5 so sry rin i forgot..um i talked with my mom and she made things better but i'd still like to get anothers girls opinion on it. things have just been so crazy im tired and i want to talk to chris so good night and this was more of an excuse to use an icon..ttyl

In Case You Missed It.....

well i've been grounded for like 3 days just about...so i'll update every one on whats been going on in my very boring life. first off is that we had sectionals..or not i lied i was grounded and very upset cuz i was freaking out and i wanted to see chris..so then sectionals comes around and me and sally were not clicking like we used to for our rotation. but we figured it out. so we beat geneva and then lost to linclon way central..then beat DeKalb but then lost to Nequa Valley..so we were super close but lost. but we have next year.. our first doubles team went to state tho so everyone was happy. but my bf and my partner were getting mad at each other again.. sally doesnt like chris always comming to "steal" me away but she yells at chris when she could be nicer...u see my problem? so i told chris that he has to wait for me to come to him cuz i have to focus on the games and told sally she can be nicer. since the seasons over it really doesnt matter any more. but me and chris were not happy with each other for awhile but now we're ok. i've been really upset lately... idk y. ryans been really pissing me off and chris and me have had no ttime together..plus i havent seen rin in for ever...so im just depressed and i hope to god ryan doesnt find out cuz i will punch him in the face if he tries to be my "psychologist" which wil just piss me off even more. he drives me crazy so much so lately that i dont even want to pretend he exists..cuz it upsets me so much. idk maybe its everything thats going on right now and the fact that my bf is leaveing and i dont want to be hurt so im trying to protect my self by trying to break away from him when really thats wats hurting me more....im an escapist..if i feel threatend then i do wat ever i can to get out of it...but i love christopher..and i wont let him go..not now not ever. see look at that by way of free association i've found out what my problem is and how to fix it..ha i dont need ryan...well i dont think im grounded now but im still not sure...but yea i think thats it..not much eles has happened...so i'll write later bye!!