im a bitch, whats it to ya?

ok so i need to get this off my chest.. and im not in the best of moods at the moment so i dnt really care if i offend anyone but no one fucking reads this anyway,either that or they dnt have the balls to leave comments which ever i dnt care. here is what is on my mind: My so called "Best Friend" is a douche bag!!! there i said it for all of the internet to read...i think its funny that she blocked me on facebook... which is almost sad in a way cuz thats would b the only time i see her face ever. except maybe at work but if thats the case i avoid her like the plague. and just to get the record straight. i pity her. like no tomorrow do i pity her and shed be like "excuse me? u pity me the girl whoes normally jealous of all my friends?" and id say yes, because you have all these friends yet u stick and hang on the one idiot who makes u BORING AS FUCK!!! U ONLY DO SHIT WITH HIM CUZ THE REST OF US, MAINLY ME, ARENT GOOD ENOUGH. so yes i fucking pity the bitch and its evident she really doesnt care. Amanda and i were talking the other night and i told her what was going on, its nice to have some one to talk to who cares... anywho, she saw the douche bag in the break room and asked her how i was.. well she told amanda we didnt talk anymore and Amanda was a bit taken back. and when i told amanda of the email thingy i sent to this girl she laughed cuz she knows my temper, we grew up together pretty much and my temper is legendary in their house.. hell anyone who really knows me should understand that i have crazy anger and i can hold a grudge till it kills me. i dnt like ppl with out spines, grow up and learn to fight cuz i want to beat the snot out of you and not do it with one hand...now would i really hurt someone? well that really depends on the situation and if i cared enough to keep fighting. maybe i should try to be more understanding, when me and chris started dating i pretty much ignored ppl too but no one had the guts to do anything. no one came tome and was like "uh hey stupid-fuck u wanna come do something with me? cuz at the moment ur being an asswhole" i would have been like ho shit they're right!! and i love work and school. i talk to ppl its tough but i can manage i might get a bit stressed but i know how to handle myself and chris has gotten good at getting me relaxed and calmed down. which is good otherwise i might explode... im gonna go i feel better now