The Day After.....

prom was AWSOME!!! the best prom i've ever been to (as of yet) me and chris had the time of our lives and i've never been so sweaty from dancing so much. last year we left early cuz it was awkward and not as fun cuz we didnt know anybody. but this year was a blast we danced for almost every song except like 3! we had friends there at our table who we danced with every now and then but mostly we were so engrossed in being with each other we went off to our own part of the dance floor. (which was super crowded) we took pics too which was fun...kinda cuz i hate pics..but o well...and then we went back to my place and i fell asleep in his arms before he had to go home....well today was fun...i slept in till 10:30 nobody was home untill 1:30. so i cleaned the bathrooms and watched Beowulf. then i went to chris' house till 10:00. i found out that my bf is a living miracle. he was born premature and with a whole bunch of health problems...i was so worried but im so glad i have him. hes my soul mate...i dont know wat i'd do with out him. i wil always remember this night as the night i knew my bf really loved me and was truly happy. that smile on his face and the look in his eyes were so breathtaking i knew i'd never want to see them not there any more. i want to keep him happy always, i want to be the one thats makes his eyes light up. i love him. i've had doubts before wondering if i was feeling the way i should but i do. there is nothing that can take him away from me. thats the boy im going to spend the rest of my life with and i dont care what the rest of u say..u dont understand...ur just my Invisible Audience who cant know how i feel and i dont think Rin does either. hopefully she will one day ...and stops mooning over ass-face and finds someones who really is worthy of her. (HINT HINT!!)but im happy and my christopher is the reason behind it. no one ever in a trillion years could ever make me feel the way he does. and i will love him till the day i die.