Dnt look now.... Freshman!!!

omg y must freshman b so stupid? my mom hates it when i say this but i dnt care they r..i was that stupid once but still it gets really annoying....my classes r ok but one of them im the only SR. with the stupid freshies....so yea not a happy camper...but i've no one not a soul...its hard im used to having all my friends but now theres not a person who likes me (except mayb RIn and shes only in one class) i look cute to day tho and Bear picked me up so yea...if ur confused Bear is another name for my christopher....so yea....me and him had some rough patches but nothing too bad..i thought he was cheating on me for a while but i was proved wrong....which for once i was glad to be proven wrong...this is where i draw the line...if anyone goes after my Bear and i will kill u...try me if u dnt think i will....but now that im in one school and hes in another i worry...im sure he does too...but theres no issuse there...im not a whore...!! sry inside joke anywho that about it me and ryan r going to do something to day so yea i love u Bear dnt forget that!!
ttyl
~Kitty

well its been fun

so for the past few days i've been looking for jobs driving my bf around ever where blah blah blah...but im just tired..i had to get a physical to day....it sucked kinda...then i drove chris to jjc and did some stuff while waiting 4 him, but im not happy with his mother...this lady i tell ya...and chris i love u dearly but i dnt give a crap about wat im about to say and who it offends; i offered chris a ride to jjc cuz his car broke down....not one thank u from his rents..not one. then i hear the chris' mom wanted him to take the compass test the same day...like im a limo driver and am getting paid for gas...or the fact that i dnt have my own things to do...she doesnt ask me..or my rents..my mom had to pick up my aunt and take her home but both my mom and (just out of a car crash) aunt said i could take him but they needed the car to get back home...so i was to bring it bac to them asap. and now this lady wants me to wait for how many hours cuz shes too lazy to bring her own son to the college!then yells at him cuz i refused to stay and wait! so no thank u, then fucking expects me and my family to be hindered! omg i wanted to scream...and i felt bad for chris cuz hes the one getting yelled at...my rents would never expect someone to wait for me a few extra hours to take a test that i already fricking took! and then not tell the persons rents! come on!!! wat is that?! and chris like i said im sry if this offends u but give me a break...ur mom is ridiculous....i g2g things to do ttyl

LUCY IM HOME!!!!!!

thats right ladys and gents im home!!! just got bac from EIU!!! and let me tell u it was a blast!!!!! i didnt want to come home altho id did miss christopher.....i had the best time...i got to watch gods play badminton and i got to improve my skill..i made somany new friends and i got to be on my own for a week!!!!.....my room mate, Jen was the coolest and then Ausreen i hope im spelling that right was cool too! we had the best time and i gave my bf the black death!!! hes the cutest germ ever!!!! and im not going to explain...cuz i've done it 50 million times....now im home a i get to spend time with heather and rin and chris.... and whoever else wants to hang im gonna go cuz im tired ttyl

im bac...for now

so i've been gone 4 a while...up in the MI. we had so much fun me and chris...i whish rin could have been there too. jakes girlfriend is the biggest bulldog i've ever met. she mean...she loves to push people around and get wat she wants im surprised jake puts up with her...but and ways its was fun and chris went skiing and we got to shoot our bow and arrows!!! and soon i'll be leaving to go to EIU for badminton camp which will be fun but im nervous... i hopefully will get to spend time with rin before i go! i miss talking to her...christopher will be going to WI tomoro..wich sucks cuz i wnt see him till sunday and not this sunday next sunday. i miss him already....crap i g2g and i just learned the we might not get shit for x-mas and got to florida...g2g ttyl

my bologna has a second name its M A Y E R...

im going to blog today cuz im bored and im singing the oscar mayer weener song.....so fuck the rest of u hot dog fans! tomoro will be awsome cuz im bleaching my hair!!!! and then gonna turn it blue!!! it will just b a strip but still blue!!!!! im leving for MI too on friday!! very excited cuz my baby will be going with me!!! and then i get to dye his hair! so yay!!! and we'll be up there for 8 days very exciting...and Rin will becomming over too! she went to the water park today and left me to entertain my bf and and brian. whos not a bad guy.....i kicked both their asses in air hockey!!! with a bad shoulder! old badminton injury...i wnt bore u with my scars....but Mi is going to be very odd....my ex-bf's fam is going to b up their and he's bringing up his boring ass gf....who wanted my to share a tent with her outside when i have a nice cozy bunk in the house! not gonna happen! and yea total chaos....but watever i will go on with my awsome blue hair and even better bf. i wish rin could be up their with me too...but she'll go up later.....but i want to rp so im gonna go........ttyl!

well this is kinda unplanned

so yea havent been on in a very long time...and lets just say theres too much to say about what happened....but i will highlight....went to camp it was fun got to play badminton and get huge bruses....i fell.... then went to my cousins b-day party and brought hom a brand new scar...i jumped for a marker...o nvm u wnt understand......then my mom my sisters my brother rin and i went to great wolf loge and that was fun we saw a hot emo lifeguard there we called him jess and followed him around...i got pics of him on rins phone! chris knows i love him to death and i want him so badly so im sry if this upsets u baby but u know that i cant have anyone else...chris didnt have as much fun and we fought alot...to the point i wanted to cry but we made up its was ok...then yesterday was chris' graduation party...i was very pissy...i wanted only chris and then i lightned up but brian was being a total poopie head....hes jelous of jess and justin (who could not keep their hands off each other they were worse than me and chris) and me and chris...i feel bad cuz everyone seems jelous of me and chris.....i guess i got lucky to have found someone like my teddy bear.....but any who thats kinda how it ended....july will be super crazy..most of the month i will be in MI or at EIU. im excited but i want my teddy bear with me ....it sucks that he cant go....... but yea my lunch is ready so im gonna go the pic is of jess!!

my rollercoaster of a life

so the week has been that of ups and downs ... i've been extremely happy and super upset..but wat can u do? wednesday and friday were the greatest but thrusday sucked...i got yelled at and made fun of...my mood just went south which is never good for anyone...but since most of u all ready know this i'll recap what happened yesterday. so my dad and brother went out to a job and mom decided that it would be fun to have a girls day out...it was hell! first we got out nails done...but i got a pedicure instead..i needed it...then my mom forced me to get my eyebrows waxed! it fucking hurt!!! i was ready to puych the lady in the face! but i didnt mutter a sound! i didnt sceam or cry...i just sat there white knuckled.....oh was i pissed!i never want to do that again...i'd rather have bushy eye brows then go thro that again!then we went to lunch and then chris pool which my mom yelled at me again cuz when i saw chris i ran up to him and jumped to wrap my legs round him..but my mom said that as long as an adult wasnt around we could do that...she knows that we do stuff when rents arent around...my dad on ther other hand wants me to stay an angel...which has no chance of happening now...anywho then we (as in my family) went to dinner and got some movies to watch...me and alora watched becomming jane which was really sad..but good...then me and chris role played untill midnight..so that was fun..but yea thats how it goes..tomorrow im starting badminton camp which will suck but watever....ttyl!