SO FUCKING PISSED AND BORED!!!!

yea right now not in the best of moods in tired, cranky, fucking starving, bored out of my god damed mind and to fucking make shit worse my head is pounding! my body is sore from going to work with my mom and working out for six dam hours!!! my head has been pounding all day my dad stepped on my hard work! my art project my pride and joy! and he said sorry but he was laughing like it was fine! no fucking way i spend all my time on that dam thing and its not even done and he steps on it!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!?????? then expects me to be all fine abt it. fuck no. then i did my chores fell asleep and went to work and i havent eaten since 1:30 im so hungry i could cry but i cnt bring my self to eat everything makes me feel like getting sick. NO IM NOT PREGNANT for all u asswholes who are thinking that right now. trust me im sure. i just want to rip some ones head off right now. and so b it if i yell at some one i love i dont giv a shit! so fuck off!!!!

its been a while...

its been a very long time since i've blogged and things have been like a seesaw....i've got a job now working at vita bella pizza the suckish thing is that my manager mike changed the scheduel and now im fucked and have to work saturdays...but my dads gonna talk to him.... im also getting a new phone...the rumor!!! im so excited the shitty thing is that it wnt be here till sunday!! i and i was told we'd get it friday...im not a happy camper....then theres my lovely boyfriend chris who at the moment is on very thin ice.....i love that dam boy to death but sometimes he can be a real idiot...im just really stressed right now and im seriously tired of shit....and the fact that all these people im so how linked too are getting pregnant....first my boyfriend's retarted cousin at that oh so wonderfully stupid age of 16 decide with his 14 year old girlfriend that it would be a good idea to have a baby together that way their love would never die.....this is why kids should not watch disney movies.....any who the parents found out and now they;re going to see if she really is pregnant. what a lovely story eh? just warms the heart hearing that shit....next one one the list is an old friend of mine who has never been well smart... she is 17 maybe 18 her boyfriend is 44.... i know what ur thinking....eww.... but the guy is worth over 3 million dollars. so maybe not a bad trade off.... but to make mattes worse she thinks shes pregnant....HURRAY FOR THE WORLD FULL OF COMPLETE FUCKING MORONS!!! oi... i swear...if i could stay 17 for the rest of my life im not sure what i'd do.....hell i dont want a life like shit alwas having to pay bills but im sure as hell not gonna stay under the thumb of my rents...no sir i want to live on my own but live my way....which i hear that if u do ur looked upon like shit on the bottom of ur shoe.....but watever i'm just done.....

Dnt look now.... Freshman!!!

omg y must freshman b so stupid? my mom hates it when i say this but i dnt care they r..i was that stupid once but still it gets really annoying....my classes r ok but one of them im the only SR. with the stupid freshies....so yea not a happy camper...but i've no one not a soul...its hard im used to having all my friends but now theres not a person who likes me (except mayb RIn and shes only in one class) i look cute to day tho and Bear picked me up so yea...if ur confused Bear is another name for my christopher....so yea....me and him had some rough patches but nothing too bad..i thought he was cheating on me for a while but i was proved wrong....which for once i was glad to be proven wrong...this is where i draw the line...if anyone goes after my Bear and i will kill u...try me if u dnt think i will....but now that im in one school and hes in another i worry...im sure he does too...but theres no issuse there...im not a whore...!! sry inside joke anywho that about it me and ryan r going to do something to day so yea i love u Bear dnt forget that!!
ttyl
~Kitty

well its been fun

so for the past few days i've been looking for jobs driving my bf around ever where blah blah blah...but im just tired..i had to get a physical to day....it sucked kinda...then i drove chris to jjc and did some stuff while waiting 4 him, but im not happy with his mother...this lady i tell ya...and chris i love u dearly but i dnt give a crap about wat im about to say and who it offends; i offered chris a ride to jjc cuz his car broke down....not one thank u from his rents..not one. then i hear the chris' mom wanted him to take the compass test the same day...like im a limo driver and am getting paid for gas...or the fact that i dnt have my own things to do...she doesnt ask me..or my rents..my mom had to pick up my aunt and take her home but both my mom and (just out of a car crash) aunt said i could take him but they needed the car to get back home...so i was to bring it bac to them asap. and now this lady wants me to wait for how many hours cuz shes too lazy to bring her own son to the college!then yells at him cuz i refused to stay and wait! so no thank u, then fucking expects me and my family to be hindered! omg i wanted to scream...and i felt bad for chris cuz hes the one getting yelled at...my rents would never expect someone to wait for me a few extra hours to take a test that i already fricking took! and then not tell the persons rents! come on!!! wat is that?! and chris like i said im sry if this offends u but give me a break...ur mom is ridiculous....i g2g things to do ttyl

LUCY IM HOME!!!!!!

thats right ladys and gents im home!!! just got bac from EIU!!! and let me tell u it was a blast!!!!! i didnt want to come home altho id did miss christopher.....i had the best time...i got to watch gods play badminton and i got to improve my skill..i made somany new friends and i got to be on my own for a week!!!!.....my room mate, Jen was the coolest and then Ausreen i hope im spelling that right was cool too! we had the best time and i gave my bf the black death!!! hes the cutest germ ever!!!! and im not going to explain...cuz i've done it 50 million times....now im home a i get to spend time with heather and rin and chris.... and whoever else wants to hang im gonna go cuz im tired ttyl

im bac...for now

so i've been gone 4 a while...up in the MI. we had so much fun me and chris...i whish rin could have been there too. jakes girlfriend is the biggest bulldog i've ever met. she mean...she loves to push people around and get wat she wants im surprised jake puts up with her...but and ways its was fun and chris went skiing and we got to shoot our bow and arrows!!! and soon i'll be leaving to go to EIU for badminton camp which will be fun but im nervous... i hopefully will get to spend time with rin before i go! i miss talking to her...christopher will be going to WI tomoro..wich sucks cuz i wnt see him till sunday and not this sunday next sunday. i miss him already....crap i g2g and i just learned the we might not get shit for x-mas and got to florida...g2g ttyl

my bologna has a second name its M A Y E R...

im going to blog today cuz im bored and im singing the oscar mayer weener song.....so fuck the rest of u hot dog fans! tomoro will be awsome cuz im bleaching my hair!!!! and then gonna turn it blue!!! it will just b a strip but still blue!!!!! im leving for MI too on friday!! very excited cuz my baby will be going with me!!! and then i get to dye his hair! so yay!!! and we'll be up there for 8 days very exciting...and Rin will becomming over too! she went to the water park today and left me to entertain my bf and and brian. whos not a bad guy.....i kicked both their asses in air hockey!!! with a bad shoulder! old badminton injury...i wnt bore u with my scars....but Mi is going to be very odd....my ex-bf's fam is going to b up their and he's bringing up his boring ass gf....who wanted my to share a tent with her outside when i have a nice cozy bunk in the house! not gonna happen! and yea total chaos....but watever i will go on with my awsome blue hair and even better bf. i wish rin could be up their with me too...but she'll go up later.....but i want to rp so im gonna go........ttyl!