LUCY IM HOME!!!!!!

thats right ladys and gents im home!!! just got bac from EIU!!! and let me tell u it was a blast!!!!! i didnt want to come home altho id did miss christopher.....i had the best time...i got to watch gods play badminton and i got to improve my skill..i made somany new friends and i got to be on my own for a week!!!!.....my room mate, Jen was the coolest and then Ausreen i hope im spelling that right was cool too! we had the best time and i gave my bf the black death!!! hes the cutest germ ever!!!! and im not going to explain...cuz i've done it 50 million times....now im home a i get to spend time with heather and rin and chris.... and whoever else wants to hang im gonna go cuz im tired ttyl

im bac...for now

so i've been gone 4 a while...up in the MI. we had so much fun me and chris...i whish rin could have been there too. jakes girlfriend is the biggest bulldog i've ever met. she mean...she loves to push people around and get wat she wants im surprised jake puts up with her...but and ways its was fun and chris went skiing and we got to shoot our bow and arrows!!! and soon i'll be leaving to go to EIU for badminton camp which will be fun but im nervous... i hopefully will get to spend time with rin before i go! i miss talking to her...christopher will be going to WI tomoro..wich sucks cuz i wnt see him till sunday and not this sunday next sunday. i miss him already....crap i g2g and i just learned the we might not get shit for x-mas and got to florida...g2g ttyl

my bologna has a second name its M A Y E R...

im going to blog today cuz im bored and im singing the oscar mayer weener song.....so fuck the rest of u hot dog fans! tomoro will be awsome cuz im bleaching my hair!!!! and then gonna turn it blue!!! it will just b a strip but still blue!!!!! im leving for MI too on friday!! very excited cuz my baby will be going with me!!! and then i get to dye his hair! so yay!!! and we'll be up there for 8 days very exciting...and Rin will becomming over too! she went to the water park today and left me to entertain my bf and and brian. whos not a bad guy.....i kicked both their asses in air hockey!!! with a bad shoulder! old badminton injury...i wnt bore u with my scars....but Mi is going to be very odd....my ex-bf's fam is going to b up their and he's bringing up his boring ass gf....who wanted my to share a tent with her outside when i have a nice cozy bunk in the house! not gonna happen! and yea total chaos....but watever i will go on with my awsome blue hair and even better bf. i wish rin could be up their with me too...but she'll go up later.....but i want to rp so im gonna go........ttyl!

well this is kinda unplanned

so yea havent been on in a very long time...and lets just say theres too much to say about what happened....but i will highlight....went to camp it was fun got to play badminton and get huge bruses....i fell.... then went to my cousins b-day party and brought hom a brand new scar...i jumped for a marker...o nvm u wnt understand......then my mom my sisters my brother rin and i went to great wolf loge and that was fun we saw a hot emo lifeguard there we called him jess and followed him around...i got pics of him on rins phone! chris knows i love him to death and i want him so badly so im sry if this upsets u baby but u know that i cant have anyone else...chris didnt have as much fun and we fought alot...to the point i wanted to cry but we made up its was ok...then yesterday was chris' graduation party...i was very pissy...i wanted only chris and then i lightned up but brian was being a total poopie head....hes jelous of jess and justin (who could not keep their hands off each other they were worse than me and chris) and me and chris...i feel bad cuz everyone seems jelous of me and chris.....i guess i got lucky to have found someone like my teddy bear.....but any who thats kinda how it ended....july will be super crazy..most of the month i will be in MI or at EIU. im excited but i want my teddy bear with me ....it sucks that he cant go....... but yea my lunch is ready so im gonna go the pic is of jess!!

my rollercoaster of a life

so the week has been that of ups and downs ... i've been extremely happy and super upset..but wat can u do? wednesday and friday were the greatest but thrusday sucked...i got yelled at and made fun of...my mood just went south which is never good for anyone...but since most of u all ready know this i'll recap what happened yesterday. so my dad and brother went out to a job and mom decided that it would be fun to have a girls day out...it was hell! first we got out nails done...but i got a pedicure instead..i needed it...then my mom forced me to get my eyebrows waxed! it fucking hurt!!! i was ready to puych the lady in the face! but i didnt mutter a sound! i didnt sceam or cry...i just sat there white knuckled.....oh was i pissed!i never want to do that again...i'd rather have bushy eye brows then go thro that again!then we went to lunch and then chris pool which my mom yelled at me again cuz when i saw chris i ran up to him and jumped to wrap my legs round him..but my mom said that as long as an adult wasnt around we could do that...she knows that we do stuff when rents arent around...my dad on ther other hand wants me to stay an angel...which has no chance of happening now...anywho then we (as in my family) went to dinner and got some movies to watch...me and alora watched becomming jane which was really sad..but good...then me and chris role played untill midnight..so that was fun..but yea thats how it goes..tomorrow im starting badminton camp which will suck but watever....ttyl!

zip-pa-di-do-da...zip-pa-di-day....

my oh my wat a wonderfull day.....well im in the best mood ever nothing can bring me down! i had a best day ever yesterday. but i cant tell u why alotho Rin probably can guess what.but wat ever im happy! but it seems that when ever something good happens to me my family has turned into demons who wish to destroy my happiness. the moeped my rents bourght not 2 days ago was broken. the scooter fell over and the mirror cracked off. so my dad was livid. but things worked out its not that expenseve to fix but for some reason he would not let it go and he wouldnt drive me to work cuz i wasnt home earlier. he kept saying y werent u home earlier? its not my problem. i was like i have to go! hes such a moron. it pissed me off yesterday but i was still happy as hell. plus my mom let me and chris go out after work! which rocked! and today will be fun cuz i get to see Rin. whcih i havent seen in a while but thats cuz schools out. my mom wants me to get a job at the library. but i dnt mind it hink that will be fun. i'd get in trouble tho...seeing as how i love to read and im surrounded by books! but yea idk. so much stuff to do...so little summer. but yea thats was alli wanted to say was that im very happy and i love my bf to death.....i know hes the one im going to spend the rest of my life with...ttyl

school is done....the sumer of hell is going to start...

well today was the last day of school i didnt go tho. my mom was being super annal about it too. she nearly made me go cuz i didnt email me teachers about wat we were doing today. which was the dumbest thing i've ever heard of. we been done with finals and i was like noway! but to stay home i had to clean and do stuff for my mom. i want to do somthing with chris but i dnt know wat. and i dnt know if my rents will let me do anything. tonights my sisters b-day too which is just great i have to be nice to her even tho shes the biggest shit head alive. yesterday i was on the comp doing crap and she walks in an demans i get off so she can be on, when i told her to buzz off she sat there and tried to annoy me by screwing with the chair i was sittig on. till finally i was like fine go fucking do what u want! i get comphy watching tv when she walks into the room 5 min later and sits down. i was like arent u supposed to be on the comp? she was like im done. i nearly killed her! she kicked me off when i was doing something so she could do something for 5 mins! i was so pissed off! then my rents wont leave me or chris alone! "u dress like a freak, he cant go to MI, hes not part of the family, u need to be more resonsible, y are u so weird?..." its like leave me the fuck alone! im happy with who i am so bugg off! piss me off so fricken much. now not all of the recent news is bad me and chris have been great....Rin u can shut up....he loves me and i've never wanted anyone more in my entire life. so yea..im sry rin that ur single theres not much i can do for u....ttyl